please leave
By: Deborah B.
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Where are you….I look to my left, I look to my right no one there; I look behind me, I look in front of me….no one there; travel far and wide looking for this person who I missed and loved so…. Didn’t realized how much I loved you before you left my side and went your separate way. Sitting in the sand of a dessert thinking what have I done wrong to make you leave…. Was the reason you gave me in a form of a letter the truth, a lie, or was it both all mixed into one? It left me heart broken and numb for as long as I can remember till I couldn’t realize it anymore. Did I really have to wish on a dessert star to make our relationship last? or was it me who had to change to make it last? will I ever see you again and take off this mask I wear once more? Or will I be able to take off my mask completely off for someone else and not hide anymore? where are you…. I don’t want to hide anymore…..
Parked in the middle of nowhere thinking of you, looking into the night sky. wondering how the stars stay so bright and beautiful; looking next to me wishing you were here by my side , just imagining what we would do if you were here. I miss your smile, your laughter; just imagining us holding each other to keep warm through out the cold night. Missing your soft and passionate kisses that you give me; missing you telling me that you love me. I want to look into your eyes and say I love you; wondering if your thinking about me. I miss every moment that we spent with each other wishing that time would stop and every one would disappear that way its just you and I. thinking about you is what keeps me going throughout the day ,evening , and tough times. Just imagining, that’s all I can do until I see you again. Just imagining.
by: Deborah b.