Friday, November 21, 2008

true love at last

you filled my heart with joy at one time but now you have taken back that joy that ment so much to me....you once gave me warmth but now you have left me cold...you once gave me feeling but now you left me numb...you gave me love but then made it fade away...i gave you my care and you pushed it away...i gave you the things you wanted but you just laughed in my face....i gave you everything and anything even my heart and you just took it all and stepped on it like it was nothing...it left me heart broken beyond what you can't even imagine and what you will never feel in your life time. looked at old photo's and saw how happy we were in them i thought to my self what went wrong what did i do wrong to deserve this. then i came upon the letter that broke my heart into a million pieces remembering when i read it the first time tears just streaming down my face as my heart shattered and my body went numb. as my family who loves me so tried to comfort me and stop me from crying my heart out to where i screamed out in pain, not even their love can or could repair the damage that you have done to my love for you. after all that i thought i would never love or feel for someone again as i felt for you at one time. time passed and still no one is able to fill and repair my heart and love, just waiting for someone to fill me with love and joy and comfort once again....then he came along. someone walked into my life as a friend at first making me smile and laugh again, then we became more. he fixed my broken heart and filled in the missing piece that not even you could have filled. he gave me his love which i haven't felt in a long time as i give him mine, he gave me the warmth i have been wanting for a long time and i gave him my warmth, he filled my heart with that long lost joy and care that felt so right were i didn't want anyone else's but his. as time went by more the more our love grew were i knew he is the one i have been waiting for my whole life...my true love...my soul mate...my lover and also my friend...i see us growing old together and having a family that we would love for all eternity. i gave him a gift that no one else would ever receive in my life time, the key to my heart and love. i grabbed the old photos and the letter and ripped them into pieces then set them up in flames, finally i am able to move forward once more. the memories of us will still be with me forever which i can't change they wont be the bad ones they will be the good ones. now i have truly let you go and have moved on once again...finally i can rest easy and be happy.

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