please leave

it hurts me that you came back after all this time, but yet excites me...your presence brings me pain once more that i thought i had buried years ago. please don't bring me this pain, it is something that i don't want in my life...you brought me joy at one time but that time has passed long ago...i was free from it all, but my saying has become true to me and i must face it again. the excitement you brought back was just my artistic side, also some old feelings which don't belong anymore...your cold heart is not worth my time to regain neither as friend or more, you ask of me too much for things that i don't want to do. please leave my life and go back to yours, you are no longer needed for a part in my play of life for your part has been permanently filled...your not the love of my life that i thought you were, i have found him finally to make my play complete. such a different feeling between the two, you would have never set me free nor get rid of my fear...times were great then, but that's all in the past now they are all just a memory...i don't want to remember anymore of those times, please part from me and never come back...you have someone yet you want to have me as well...it can never happen, stay with her and ruin her life don't ruin mine. don't bring me down with you, it is not worth it for my life is too precious...please leave once again and for good...please leave and never return...

By: Deborah B.